14:13

You know the fear of loosing something you just got? Well, I do. I also know how it feels every time my heart stops when you don't reply to my text messages or when you give me too short answers. Trust me, not the greatest feeling on this planet.

Maybe it has something to do with all the jerks I've once insisted to call "my boyfriend" or maybe it's just the fact that my heart beats so fast every time you hold my hand. Or maybe it is the way you are or shall I say, maybe it's who you are. You are so great and you make me feel in love and think "alright, please, don't leave me". I'm scared that you'll leave me, cause you wanna know a secret? I LOVE YOU, and I'm not just saying this because people expect you to automatically love your boyfriend/girlfriend, I'm saying this because I mean it. I mean it with every heartbeat and breath I take. I LOVE YOU.

So, thank you for being mine. Thank you for letting me love you and please, don't go away.

Si je donne mon cœur à vou

"If I fell in love with you
Would you promise to be true
And help me understand
'cause I've been in love before
And I found that love was more
Than just holding hands [...]

[...] So I hope you see that I
Would love to love you."

The Beatles - If I fell

Definitly one of their best songs in my opinion or maybe it's just the fact that I'm a dork and oh, well... you know!

If I trust in you, oh please, don't run and hide

I'm feeling so... I can't even find words to describe how I'm feeling right now. I'm happy and I feel all bubbly even though I got a fever and a stupid headache that kinda stops me from thinking and makes me forget about what I was going to write.

What can I say? Oh boy, you give me butterflies. They keep waving with their wings and it gives me the most confortable and happy feeling someone can ever get. It makes me feel like I wanna go somewhere that we can be alone by ourselves, where I can show you how much I care for you and how much I like you. Cause man, I really like you and I like everything about you. Every single thing about you. I like the way you talk, walk. The way you touch my skin and kiss my lips. The way you laugh at me and even the way you are when you're being a little evil. I like the way you hold my hand and make me warm and I really adore the feeling I get everytime I'm near you and I realized today that I don't need much from you, I just need to hear your voice to know that everything's fine and that I'm damn sure that you're the greatest thing that could've happened to me right now.

Am I close now?

I don't know what it's worth but I'm still here

The girl with kaleidoscope eyes

I think I'm ready now!

“A girl should be two things: classy and FABULOUS!” – Coco Chanel

Sick, sick, sick

I can totally say that I've never been this sick before. Not that I can recall anyway.
My throat is killing me, I have the worst headache ever, high fever that makes me sweat as I was living in hell. I'm hungry and thirsty but I can't swallow anything. It gets stuck in my throat. Maybe I should go and see a doctor and something, hope my mum will be home soon so I can go and see a doctor.

Anyway, I've spent the whole day listening to Bloc Party. Now I'm gonna watch Across the universe, i think...

brb, movie + starvingday