Nostalgia

I miss summer 09. It was the worst and the best summer ever.
Dammit, I miss it. I miss staying up the whole night and sleeping the whole day. I miss lying in my bed, listening to the smiths and drinking strawberry tea. I miss crying over my heartache (somehow it just feels better to be heartbroken during the summer). I miss watching Alice In Wonderland and daydreaming about living there. And will we ever find it? Will we ever get there? Will I ever be able to find wonderland?