Baking day

Today I spent my whole day baking and hanging out with my best friend of all time.
We talked, laughed, listened to the knife and watched south park. I baked some brownies and it tasted pretty damn good.

I can't wait untill tomorrow after 3 p.m.! Hang out with Henrik in Stockholm. Ah, man, I LOVE LIFE!

Nostalgia

I miss summer 09. It was the worst and the best summer ever.
Dammit, I miss it. I miss staying up the whole night and sleeping the whole day. I miss lying in my bed, listening to the smiths and drinking strawberry tea. I miss crying over my heartache (somehow it just feels better to be heartbroken during the summer). I miss watching Alice In Wonderland and daydreaming about living there. And will we ever find it? Will we ever get there? Will I ever be able to find wonderland?

Can you feel my love buzz?

CAN YOU FEEL MY LOVE BUZZ?
CAN YOU FEEL MY LOVE BUZZ?
CAN YOU FEEL MY LOVE BUZZ?
CAN YOU FEEL MY LOVE BUZZ?










Would you believe me when I tell you, you're the king of my heart?

epliogue to a carcrash

Orchid and some chocolate. It's been ages and I feel like... I dont know how I feel. A little heartbroken, I'd say.

I just want this to end. I just want it to be spring and I just want things to be okay again.

Utter silence is fragile

I forgot that I have a blog. Haha, weird shit. It feels like years ago although it's just a couple of months ago. Maybe it's the fact that I look at life in a diffrent way now, maybe it's the fact that I'm actually over my heartache. Maybe it's the fact that I'm trying to look at the future and see things from the brightest side. Man, there's always a bright side. I wish I had realized this before, I mean, it took me way too long to realize that life's not just about a heartbreak, life's about many heartbreaks and disappointments.

Last time I wrotte here I had a broken heart and I had lost all my hope. It was still the beggining of the fall. Now it's winter, it's snowing outside my window and here I am. Healed and hopefull again. Looking for new adventures and maybe I've found a new person to love. I think I've found a new person to love, I hope I've found a new person to love.

Life is good and I've got nothing to complain about. I got two lungs and one heart that beats and makes my blood circulate through my vains. I'm alive, I'm happy and I love my friends and family. I love life and its surprises.