your love is something i cannot remember

I wonder how the hell we got here, cause i feel like i kinda hate everything you do and i feel that it's the same way for you.
Well, i hate this, seriously, i hate fighting cause even though i hate the way you are, i love who you are, or at least, were. I miss the old times, i miss when there were only you and me in our relationship, instead of you and me and thousand more people. I hate this, i hate this so much and i dont know for how long i'm gonna be able to deal with this. I'm sick and tired of this whole shit and sometimes i'm sick and tired of you. I miss you, i miss us... this sucks.