Puke

You know when you get so nervous that you think you're stomach is gonna fail you and make you puke on everybody that is in the same room as you? Well, I feel like that all the time and for no reason. I've been feeling so unsure and scared lately... Afraid of loosing those little things I care about.

Besides that, everything really makes me bored. I should be paying attention to more things than I do. I really should, but I can't.


I want to be in the same room as you. Forever. I want to hold you so tight that you won't be able to breath and I'll probably crush your bones although you're much bigger than I. I wanna hear your voice in the morning and laugh at your stupid jokes. I wanna sleep feeling your arms around me, holding me tight even though I hate spooning while sleeping (I want to be free to move around the bed, you see). I wanna hold your hands and kiss you sometimes. You're probably the most precious thing I have in mind right now.